So I hadn’t yet come out to my mum and today I got home to see that someone had changed the cover on my bed to this
And then I saw that they left a note on the bed, so I went over to take a look at it and
My mum is the best
Whenever I see this I think well what if you weren’t gay and you came home one day to this
For those having a long distance relationship
I miss you dearly, and I’m not even entirely sure where to begin. I guess lets start off at what has been on my mind the most. Obviously you, but something else. Foolishly, I’ve been worrying that maybe you no longer want to be together. Which is so stupid of me to think. I really truly think its because I miss you so much, and I write about you constantly, and I don’t get a rapid response like I’m used to getting. (Hella stupid, right?) And i know that if i could call you and ask you why you keep saying I can leave, and ask,” It is because you actually want me to leave, but you don’t want to breakup with me? Or is it because you just feel like you can’t give me what you think I deserve?” You would say, “OMG shut up jade, you know I want to be with you. I just do feel really bad, because I think you deserve better than this situation.” and then I’d say “I know you think that, but you are my happiness. 100%. I love you so much, and Im never leaving. Even if I have to wait 3 months for you to get your phone back, or until the summer or some random break to come visit you, Im here for good. And Im not leaving unless you kick me to the curb.” and you would respond by saying, “I’d never do that, I have no idea what I’d do without you” and Id smile because I feel the exact same way about you. But actually, I need you to reassure me that you want to be in this. I know I’m really annoying, but its like a one time deal, okay? But then again, if you don’t feel that way, I understand… But I want you to know that I’ll love you forever. And I need to know like TODAY what your answer is so i don’t go completely insane. I love you so much. So much. I could never say it enough. You are my princess.